9th october 2009
between picture page 2 and picture page 3 of picture pages 3000 the lover realized, it would have been a gradual realization, that he was going to be spending eternity in the conscious-numbing state of knowing that his experience of existence was not going to change… there was only ever going to be an awareness of change of position in a void
neither the sequence of the events nor any of the events themselves between the time of picture page 2 and picture page 3 of picture pages 3000 have been revealed to the writer
however the writer’s personal pages give an insight…
the term point of failure was given to this picture originally because it was assumed that there was an endless endeavour attached to becoming ethically oriented in that self and space become more oriented in the ways of love as a direct proportion to the amount of time spent in an isolated state building on an initial ethical bias
not for the first time the writer, not unlike yourselves, has took a piece of information and interpreted the opposite way to how it is
what has actually transpired is the initial impulse to keep moving has gone
the inherited trait to move has reached the point where stopping makes more sense than keeping moving does
but completely stopping is of the past and this is the future
here we are again and here we go again
( we stopped to put into practise the feelings of love that develop in heaven which, when applied to the earths environment or ecosystem, are able to bring into being, at a fixed but consistent pace, couples capable of being able to love forever )
in theory a straight line crosses infinity
if so then infinity can be traversed
and this time we do not stop
it will have been noticed that some ideas contradict other ideas
the reason for stopping given here is different to the reason given for stopping in the entry reciprocating
there are two reasons for this
one is that new insights make a previous understanding obsolete and the writer hasn't got around to amending it yet
the other is that in one frame of mind one perspective makes sense and in another frame of mind a different reason seems the right one
this almost whimsical view of profound things is akin to the wave/particle duality of reality...
things are the way they are depending on how you look at them
10 000
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